Michelle. When you are happy, i share your joy. When you are down, i share your sorrow. When you are troubled, i share your frustrations. I feel for you.
I am aware that you rejected me thrice but i just want this chance from you.
I will be patient with you. I will be there for you whenever you need me. I will listen to your rants and sorrows. I will cure your low self-esteem.And, i will love you more that you love yourself. I promise.
May i ask for your hand in this new journey that we are legible to embark. Please give me this chance.
I love you. I mean it. If i didn't, i wouldnt be so persistent.
Michelle, only for you, there's nothing i wont do to dote you and to make you happy.
You are the one for me. I love you Michelle.
I got 10 fucking points for N's i got A2 for my Combined Science. B4 for English, Mathematic, Design and technology and My Combined Humanities and an ungraded for my Chinese. Just made it to sec 5. it was a relief!
I got a new ambition!
After JC i will go to NUS and take law. I'll then join a firm just for the learning. When i feel that i learnt enough and gain social status from cases and all, i will go into doing business. Manufacture and trade firearms. :D:D:D haha cool eh? whats more is that i will trade with Russia. Россия длиной в реальном маштабе времени! hahaha anyways i will fund the Soviet Army in the war against Insurgency and terrorism is places like Pakistan, Iran, Iraq, Gaza, Quatar, etc (mainly the muslim rebels). Thats definitely going to be the start of the World War III. haha.
Speaking of muslims. Who wrote the Quran? whoever wrote it must be a selfish, irresposible and immature bastard. Ever thought why muslims cant eat pork when they taste so fucking good? Why cant they touch dogs when they are so darn adorable and loving? Why do muslims have to fast for an entire month like some emo cunt slits his wrist and not die, isnt it torture? How can a man have fucking SEVEN wives when the wife can only have ONE husband, is it fair to the women?
The most logical reason for it is that the guy who wrote the quran must have never liked the taste of pork and maybe had some bad experience when he kicked a dog and the dog bit him. Maybe he is Aneroxic or undergoing Bulemia just because he is fat and whats to slim down. And he wanted to have seven wives so he can fuck around which i feel is not fair! just think over it. dont you think its true?
We as in Michelle, Rini and myself were supposed to meet at rendezvous Wisma Atria at 1300hrs. Them being girls are expected to be late. Went to starbucks then to Heereen or whatever its spelt as. They left at around 1500hrs or less to go to this Chalet or something and I went to meet Sean and we went drinking. At around 2000 or 2100 hrs Rini told me the Michelle was like oh so fucking high on vodka.At around 2200hrs Rini told me that she could find Michelle. I got pretty worried and anxious. When i heard that she was found but she was making out with a wussbag by the name of John, i was crush and i mean literally. My heart stopped beating and it just sank. The worst is yet to come, she actually slept with that mother fucking damned little fucker. I'll never be able to forgive that god damned bastard child despite the fact i never seen, met or even talked to him before. Kill on sight bitch! At the end of the day she didnt have sex with him, almost.
That night i went drinking. i downed 15 shots of whisky, 1 bottle of beer, 1 bottle of Long Island Tea, 2 bottle of raw vodka, 1 mug of Rum and 1 bottle or raw bacardi. Good thing Marcus and Mike were there.
I feel so crushed and ruined. I feel so dead. I lost my soul which I love to have it back. I dont feel happiness or a little bit of joy in my heart but what i feel is rage, sadness , fury, rejection and all of my memories i enjoyed and treasured alot have been lost. Have you ever questioned yourself, what is love. How does it feel like to love and be loved in return. I have questioned myself and for that i dare not say these 3 magical words I, LOVE and YOU. Am i thinking too much or should i just give it a rest?
3rd December 2008
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