We as in Michelle, Rini and myself were supposed to meet at rendezvous Wisma Atria at 1300hrs. Them being girls are expected to be late. Went to starbucks then to Heereen or whatever its spelt as. They left at around 1500hrs or less to go to this Chalet or something and I went to meet Sean and we went drinking. At around 2000 or 2100 hrs Rini told me the Michelle was like oh so fucking high on vodka.At around 2200hrs Rini told me that she could find Michelle. I got pretty worried and anxious. When i heard that she was found but she was making out with a wussbag by the name of John, i was crush and i mean literally. My heart stopped beating and it just sank. The worst is yet to come, she actually slept with that mother fucking damned little fucker. I'll never be able to forgive that god damned bastard child despite the fact i never seen, met or even talked to him before. Kill on sight bitch! At the end of the day she didnt have sex with him, almost.
That night i went drinking. i downed 15 shots of whisky, 1 bottle of beer, 1 bottle of Long Island Tea, 2 bottle of raw vodka, 1 mug of Rum and 1 bottle or raw bacardi. Good thing Marcus and Mike were there.
I feel so crushed and ruined. I feel so dead. I lost my soul which I love to have it back. I dont feel happiness or a little bit of joy in my heart but what i feel is rage, sadness , fury, rejection and all of my memories i enjoyed and treasured alot have been lost. Have you ever questioned yourself, what is love. How does it feel like to love and be loved in return. I have questioned myself and for that i dare not say these 3 magical words I, LOVE and YOU. Am i thinking too much or should i just give it a rest?
3rd December 2008
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